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03:51pm 15/09/2004
  so i heard that the new drug of choice around town is heroin. well let it be said that all of you who are taking part are FUCKING IDIOTS!!!!...huge fucking idiots!! sd has already gone through this and everyone has already suffered enough I really hope that i wont have to be placing flowers at your graves because that would really suck. So i beg of you as a friend to stop.  
so yeah im finally updating this journal.   
07:39pm 08/09/2004
  ok so it's been awhile but whatever no one reads this anyway... im moving soon mothasuckas so eat my dust sd. too many fashion whores for me. oops did i get to personal?  
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cashews and pudding...   
07:46pm 21/12/2003
  today i was just sitting by myself thinking about how i met each and everyone of my friends and how good times used to be when it was new. It's funny how people began to change and treat you differently when the idea of new is over...hint hint...

I saw lord of the rings last night for the second time. It is an amazing movie,one of the best trilogys ever. a little long though.

This was the first weekend that i didnt go to a party for awhile and it was a lot of fun...partys are starting to suck anyways.
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primitive anarchy   
05:20pm 07/12/2003
  bearpaw's party(s) was tons of fun.
man i think i really like him...
amanda wants to lay down and die.
tiffany wants to go poop!
...i see blue...he looks glorious.
10:46am 18/11/2003
  Elf was such a good movie...not better than old school but good.  
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11:27am 17/11/2003

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just thought i'd let you know.   
11:20am 17/11/2003
  Darren is coming down to san diego for thanksgiving...im happy!  
oh what a tangled web we weave...   
11:08am 17/11/2003
  today is my last day of school...thank cock.
this weekend was a lot of fun and i got to spend time with people that i've been wanting to for a while.

the black and white party was ok it sprinkled for a bit then the cops came but they didnt make us leave.oh and im not down with sketchy guys...kristina and Dilyn know what i mean.

had coffee with josh,zack,tiffany and kristina at E.C. then gary and aaron showed up and told a story that involed a billyclub and brass knuckles.(haha) hmmm josh?!@#

Shawn called me late last night which was cool i had'nt talked to him in while. I should appreciate him more because he's a sweet guy.

i think i might hang out with andy kukta today.

im done with alcohol.
here it is   
06:17pm 25/10/2003
>>I've learned that you cannot make someone love you.
>>All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in.
>>I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just
>>I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes
>>suspicion, not proof, to destroy it.
>>I've learned that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes.
>>After that, you'd better have a big weenie or huge boobs.
>>I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are
>>screwed up than you think.
>>I've learned that you can keep puking long after you think you're
>>I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, unless we are
>>I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is
>>first, the passion fades, and there had better be a lot of money to
>>its place.
>>I've learned that the people you care most about in life are taken
>>too soon and all the less important ones just never go away.
>>Pass this along to 5 friends...trust me, they'll appreciate it. Who
>>maybe something good will happen.

these are the wise words of ramon...
would you like some fries with that shake??   
01:23pm 23/10/2003
mood: contemplative
...In a heart full of dust
lives a creature called lust
it surprises and scares
like me like me

my name isobel married to myself
my love isobel living by herself...

...your flirt finds me out
teases the crack in me
smittens me with hope

possibly maybe possibly love...
10:03am 23/10/2003
  so smoking chronic and mexi together is not a good combination. Last night i smoked way too much of both and i felt like i was really drunk on a really fast rollercoaster .
(no good being that i hate rollercoasters) yeah maybe i should cut down on smoking the weed...yeah right!

damn c.j. im sorry im lame i'll hit you up today

on a more serious note the police brutality protest was good. I felt like something was actually being accomplished amoungst the people there. The cops were of course being the oppressing assholes that they always are. Jeff gave a good speech...made me happy. I cried a whole lot...sad times man...FUCK THE POLICE!!!!

ditched school today(hehe)

see you guys later.
p.s. hooray for nick,ben,dayn,and jeff!
tons of poo   
09:52am 21/10/2003
  I really hate being ditched by people. It sucks a whole lot of hairy ass...

hanging out with jennifer today should be fun we might hang out with someone special...hehe

how many of you people out there worship satan???
I watched this documentary on t.v. yesterday and it said that 2 out of 3 people do!!!...SATAN!!!!!!
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11:08am 20/10/2003
  ..." Your always the mysterious one with dark eyes and careless hair you are fashionable sensative but too cool to care. Well in case you failed to notice in case you failed to see this is my heart bleeding before you this is me down on my knees"...

why do you make me feel this way
party girls   
10:03am 20/10/2003
  I went to chuckycheese's with Tiffany and her family for her birthday...we won 400 tickets(actually 397). Chuckycheese isnt as fun as I remember it being and chucky has gotten a lot smaller...

Later on that night I met up with jennifer and we went to a party above scolaris where jennifer meets these two really sketchy girls in the bathroom and they agree to take us to another party...so we went(what were we thinking?)

After the party me and jennifer spent the night at Timo's house...awww so nice

I smoked way too much pot in the morning and i passed out during spirited away which is a really good movie for those who havent watched it.
until next time...xoxo
Rambling on and on.   
02:14pm 18/10/2003
  went to T.J. yesterday with tiffany,jennifer,jessica,and two of her friends. It was pretty chill we sat around and got slightly drunk while some mexican guy danced in my face...scary.

Today is tiffypoo's birthday and we are about to go to chuckycheese with her family...soo much fun! I haven't been there in a long though.

Jennifer made me a friendster account and now i feel silly.

Halloween is going to be so much fun im dressing up as Medusa and ceci is going to be brak.(so cool)

everyone is going to die from the expolsion of the sun!!!!
(funniest thing I heard last night)..."shut your fucking rotting pussy mouth"...lol
To all my beautiful friends.   
09:55am 16/10/2003
  man oh man lightning bolt was really good and I saw him there so that was good too.
Tiffany's birthday is on saturday..21!!..madness!!!(watch out)

To everyone out there right now who keeps talking about how horrible their life is...do something about it!!!!!!! what's the point of letting things always get the best of you? Yeah this world sucks and it's sad that there's not much we can do about it but that should'nt stop you from being happy. I dont mean to sound like a bitch or whatever...wait yes I do but I love you all and you deserve it! And if something doesnt make you happy even just a bit then dont waste your time with it.I know everyone gets sad and angry but it just seems like that's the only mood that's dominating things now and it sucks. I LOVE YOU GUYS!!! Im just worried that's all.I know I stress out too but im trying.

Dont worry be happy!

Dina left me yesterday for oregon...I miss her already! I love you Dina Margarita.
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tuna fish!   
09:58am 09/10/2003
  aww man last night i got pretty drunk and so did little miss Tiffany(she ended up passing out...good 'ol 99 bananas!

Amanda's friend Adam came over...he's sexy and works at TGI Friday.

Im looking forward to this weekend.Escpecialy saturday.

where is Xavi??? has anyone seen him latley? It's been a couple of weeks since I have.
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chocolate smelling mexi...   
09:59am 08/10/2003
mood: awake
Aww dont I love it soo much...thanks C.J.
good times putting it to use with Tiff and Amanda.

This saturday you people better watch out because we are gonna come at ya with a BANG!!!!...you'll understand once you see us.

There is a reward for anyone who can seriously give me a good explanation as to why the male species is sooo fucking lame! Please inquiring minds want/need to know.

oh yeah Amanda is a suckubist so watch out!!!!
everyone clap for vengeance!   
10:56am 07/10/2003
mood: numb
Iam waiting for my number to be called
and Iam waiting for the living end.
Iam waiting happily for things to get much worse before they improve...and Iam waiting for the human race to wander off a cliff somewhere clutching their atomic umbrellas.
Iam waiting for the meek and poor to rise above the masses and Iam waiting for forests and animals to reclaim the earth as theirs once more.
Iam waiting for a way to be devised to destroy all nationalisms without killing anyone and Iam waiting for the stars and planets to fall like rain.
Iam waiting for lovers and weepers to lie down together again in a new rebirth of wonder.
...Iam waiting...
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the happiest place on earth   
09:41am 07/10/2003
  haha...I went to Disneyland on sunday!got in for free(thanks Jessica) It was soo much fun.
Afterwards we hung out with T's friends which was really cool because it was a different group of people for a change.

Saturday was "Prom night" and Tiffany,Amanda,Cheyenne,and I went to Chevy's and harrassed the waitors...good times. Then went to the show. I saw him there.He makes me shy! damn you.